These days I have been an idiot. I have been helping one person more than one time. These days I have been an idiot. I have been noting down Maslow’s Hierarchy of Needs in my notebook. These days I have been an idiot. I have been watching my blog’s hit count. These days I have been an idiot. I have been masturbating while watching a lesbian movie1. These days I have been an idiot. I have been in belief of what the news journals said. These days I have been an idiot. I have been thinking massage-parlors in South Racecourse Street could reduce my stress. These days I have been an idiot. I have been telling a guy who is younger than me, ‘It has always been like that at this age’.
1. In fact, I didn’t know it was a lesbian movie. In the movie, a girl was arrested in warehouse-like building. She was handcuffed and chained to the floor or the wall. A man wearing a costume like an astronaut suit came to feed her. He grasped her breasts and sometimes teased with her pussy. She was aroused but the man didn’t fuck her. A few days passed like that and he finally fucked her. Then he released her and let her see who he was. He removed his mask and suit. She (also me) surprisingly found that he was not a he. He was a she. She (the fucker) used a fake cock to fuck her. She (the fucked) didn’t realize she (the fucker) was a she (female) as she (the fucked) was always in a doggy position. When I found out she (the fucker) was a she, I was almost coming.